Realistic Authentic Adult Corporal Punishment Spanking Discipline Services for Women
Corrective corporal punishment and spanking as a form of strict discipline will be administered over your clothed bottom with your initially wearing a dress, skirt or trousers and then I will take your panties down or I will instruct you to take your underwear down yourself to then bend over for punishment and chastisement to be administered over your bare bottom leaving you feeling submissive, exposed and ready to be spanked.
The administration of spanking builds up as you feel and experience an explosion of heat over your bare buttocks as my hand, slipper and paddle spanks and explodes across your bare bottom.
The heat of the spanking, slippering and paddling spreads over your bared buttocks and cheeks leaving your bare bottom aching, hot, red, sore and leaving you feeling punished, disciplined, soundly spanked and chastised after being spanked, slippered and paddled.
You will continue to feel and experience the stimulus of a sound spanking, whacking and thrashing as you are spanked, whacked, disciplined, punished and thrashed.
I remember a conversation with a young female client who booked my spanking services several years ago.
She was an ex-public-school girl who booked to visit her for massage at her home in circa 2017 and after perusing my website in more detail noticed that I also offered / provided a professional spanking service for women, so she then she decided that she would also like to experience a bare bottom spanking.
We discussed spanking discipline in schools and she thought that was from a bygone Victorian era that ended in the 1900's, however many younger women who make contact with me have heard of corporal punishment and spankings when speaking with their parents or grand-parents.
I mentioned corporal punishment was administered at my own school and she laughed telling me that I was making it up and she told me that it was more likely to have been used "like 100 hundred years ago!" which was her exact quote.
She also told me that her school displayed the birch and the cane in a display cabinet that were both used for punishment in a bygone era way before she attended the school and that she and some of her friends had often wondered what it would have like to witness or receive corporal punishment themselves.
I corrected her (no pun intended!!) explaining that corporal punishment was used in state schools until circa 1989 and used in private or public schools until circa 1995.
Corrective Corporal Punishment Spanking Discipline Services for Women
This aspect of spanking is a more traditional, formal, fully-clothed, semi-clothed, non-sexual and authentic administration of corporal punishment and a traditional "six of the best" as strict discipline perhaps using the cane, slipper, spanking flogger, strap, paddle, or with OTK bare bottom spanking for corrective corporal punishment spanking as a form of disciplinary correction.
I would be fully clothed as your dominant disciplinarian, strict master and assertive authority figure during the administration of corporal punishment spanking discipline.
Sometimes just the thought of being sent to receive corporal punishment, six of the best and / or a sound spanking is a sufficient deterrent to naughty ladies and women.
The anticipation of being told that they are to receive discipline for disobedience is suffice and just the thought of being punished can send a shiver down the spine making you squirm at the thought of bending over to receive and take a hard, sound spanking.
Anticipation can play a very important role prior to the formal administration of corporal punishment and domestic discipline.
But, if a lady has been very naughty and does need or desire actual authentic corporal punishment discipline to fulfil her spanking needs or simply because she deserves discipline and to be disciplined then some women like to explore and to delve back into their juvenile delinquency, teenage rebellion, educational failures, or your other childishly careless actions which is perfect for my female clients who need scolding, telling-off, embarrassment, humiliation with OTK spanking discipline and a strict, authentic, realistic administration of corporal punishment culminating in corner time.
As your dominant disciplinarian, master and authority figure, I will take matters into my own hands to address your behavior whether it stems from a real life experience of receiving corporal punishment during your formative school years or just an educational punishment fantasy that you want to finally see realized, the time has come to face the music if you did not do your homework, being naughty / cheeky / disobedient in class, cheating on a test, not making good grades, absent or playing truant, I can help you understand the importance of your education and I can guarantee that you will be on your best behavior after our session as I reach you a lesson that you will NOT forget.
An authentic, traditional spanking scenario is to be sent to the headmaster's or authoirty figure's study or office to explain her mis-demeanors, poor attitude, disobedience, bad behaviour with perhaps cheek, insolence, minor infractions and rudeness then expecting to be caned, slippered, strapped or paddled with six strokes of an implement as well as hand spanking administered with due care, authority and strict discipline.
The headmaster, dominant disciplinarian or authority figure then explains in a commanding voice and dominant tone that she is to to be punished and instructs her to bend over the desk or a chair for a caning, slippering, paddling, strapping or bare-bottom spanking.
The same or similar spanking scenario and administration of strict discipline could be administered by a dominant master or authority figure.
If you feel you have been very naughty or wayward with your bad behaviour and need corrective corporal punishment discipline to discipline you then you may need caning, slippering, paddling, strapping or bare-bottom spanking to change and correct your errant ways.
Some women do feel they need to be regularly caned, slippered, strapped, paddled, spanked and chastised to correct their bad behaviour or to atone for certain misdeeds both past and present.
You can expect to be soundly chastised, beaten and thrashed with a sound spanking, hard spankings, strict discipline and the genuine, authentic administration of corporal punishment.
Although I have a dominant natural nature, I am firm but very fair when administering traditional school-type corporal punishment to naughty adult girls and women of all ages.
I administer corporal punishment spanking discipline with my hand, slipper, paddle, spanking flogger, belt, strap, the cane or the birch.
My administration of corporal punishment will leave you with an aching red sore bottom after being punished, spanked, disciplined, thrashed and severely chastised with OTK bare bottom hand spanking, slippering, strapping, thrashing, whacking, beating and mild caning, flogging or birching.
I will teach you a lesson that you will not forget so you know that you have been soundly spanked, slippered, strapped, that you have had your bare bottom / buttocks beaten, caned, birched, flogged, thrashed and whacked all administered with your personal boundaries, pain threshold and limits in a safe space and secure setting.
Do not let my references to the cane, caning, flogging, the birch and birching scare or worry you as they are just traditional words associated with corporal punishment that many women and myself might use as spanking terminology, but I absolutely assure you that I am NOT interested in administering painful, full-on judicial-style spankings to inflict pain, draw blood or to hurt you in any way.
You can expect strict discipline, but it will never ever be excessive and always administered within your own personal pain threshold, limits and boundaries.
I do NOT need to use any form of verbal abuse to shout at you or to order to you to do something and I assure you that you will find yourself submitting to my dominant will without the need to shout at you or to raise my voice.
I do not need to resort to verbal humiliation or any other forms of humiliation and you will find your spanking session with me to be a very rewarding, exhilarating experience fulfilling your spanking needs and desires with corporal punishment.
Extract from an email sent to me by a lady who was initially seeking spanking, but who wanted to explore further with the administration of corporal punishment
"After reading through your website when I was initially searching for a man or male dominant disciplinarian to spank me and then knowing your passion for corporal punishment, I am wondering whether the prospect of you starting with spanking my bottom and it then developing more along the lines of corporal punishment with something other than your hand ie: using implements to administer my discipline"
Domestic Discipline Spanking Services for Women
Domestic Discipline is the practice between two consenting people which would be the male dominant disciplinarian and his female submissive partner or submissive client where he asserts his dominant role in the relationship with the administration of formal corporal punishment and takes the necessary measures to achieve a consensual, disciplinary dynamic within a domestic setting as aopposed to a contrived situation in another location outside and away from the home / hotel room or even a dungeon or chambers.
In addition to punishing the unwanted behaviors, poor behaviour patterns and any transgressions, the dominant male is also responsible for rewarding the positive behaviors in an effort to reinforce them for the greater good of the sub / dom relationship.
Corporal punishment spanking discipline is administered in a very safe, loving, healthy, controlled, composed manner in a domestic household setting or similar scenario such as a hotel room.
The defining definition of Domestic Discipline simply means that corporal punishment and spanking sessions are administered in a private domestic setting including any rooms within the house / home that are deemed to be suitable or perhaps spanking discipline is administered with the privacy of a hotel room with a similar domestic setting.
Corporal Punishment Spanking Discipline Services for Christian Women
This particular section of my website and additional aspect of my spanking services is very interesting and has always been rather intriguing to me.
I have been contacted then subsequently booked by quite a few Christian ladies and devout Christian women seeking a formal and traditional administration of corporal punishment spanking discipline ever since I created my very first spanking website providing professional spanking services for women in 2004.
I am very worldy-wise and very open to many things in life, however this did surprise me somewhat when I started to receive enquires regarding my spanking services from Christian women seeking discipline for varying reasons.
I certainly did not set out to offer / provide my spanking services for Christian women, but the amount of enquiries from ladies of faith, including ladies of the cloth has been a source of fascination to me over the years.
Some Christian ladies who have booked my services in the past and on a regular basis have confessed to me that they view the formal, traditional administration of disciplinary, corrective corporal punishment as completely non-sexual and as a form of absolution with discipline, thus seeing spanking as a spiritual cleansing of the soul to help them be absolved of any sins and to keep them on the straight and narrow to continue of their pathway of spiritual enlightenment with some corrective guidance to maintain discipline with correction for any bad, unholy thoughts or poor behaviour.
To give an idea of some of my religious Christian clientele and female Christian clients who have booked me to date, I have been booked by Christian ladies of all age ranges from quite young to older, more mature women.
I have had previous bookings from a mature female Christian magistrate who wanted to explore the more formal administration of traditional corporal punishment, a female reverend who wanted to receive spankings with the slipper and who wished to be punished / slippered for various infractions, a female vicar who was seeking discipline, mature Christian ladies who wanted to be spanked for their sins, two mature Christian ladies from the same prayer fellowship group who both wished to be spanked, slippered and caned with formal spanking, slippering and caning as a form of repentance and absolution.
I was also contacted by another mature lady who ran a prayer group and wished to be spanked.
There have been Christian ladies of all ages and who have been aged between 18 to 85 who wished to be spanked over the skirt, dress, panties or even the bare bottom to have their buttocks chastised for various reasons to do with punishment and traditional discipline to help them assuage any feelings of misbehaviour and sin and to be punished as a form of absolution and spiritual healing or spiritual enlightenment.
I have been booked by a mature Inter-Faith minister / reverend who confided in me with her confession that she had always thought about many aspects of corporal punishment and being punished since a very early, young age.
I have been booked by a vicar wishing to explore her own spanking needs and cravings to receive traditional corporal punishment.
I have even been booked by a mature, elderly Christian lady who confided in me that she was a volunteer for a national Christian helpline and prayer line who had always had a fascination with corporal punsihment spanking dsicipline.
I have been booked by several younger ladies who came from a family of strict Christian beliefs who sought out my services and who wanted to receive corporal punishment spanking discipline and to receive corrective punishment to discipline her for her bad behaviour and naughty thoughts.
I was recently contacted and booked by one lady who was quite young and just felt the need to receive corporal punishment spanking discipline from a mature man and authority figure.
On the other hand, I was once contacted by a mature, elderly Christian woman who confided in me that she had been a headmistress / governess of an independent private school in England UK back in the days when corporal punishment was still administered in schools and that she wanted to discuss her own interest in the administration of school-type corporal punishment spanking discipline coupled with the fact that she had administered the slipper and cane to naughty girls and boys and this particular aspect of her dominant attitude towards spanking turned out to be absolutely fascinating for both of us at the time.
Some Christian ladies of all ages have sometimes expressed the overwhelming need to be punished / chastistised for past and present sins, misdemeanors, poor / bad behaviour patterns and other infractions which has been fascinating and they have felt that receiving corporal punishment, therapeutic spankings, spanking therapy, spanking as a form of of therapy or holistic healing and sound spankings have helped them to move forward.
Some Christian ladies have sought out my professional spanking services as a form of correction, penance and repentance, thus helping them to help them to repent and to be penitent.
One mature Christian lady viewed her sessions of corporal punishment as a form of confession and she would confess her "sins" to me before bending over to receive her corrective discipline and administration of the whacks.
Another elderly Christian lady of a certain mature age who used to book me for an hourly appointment, however we would always begin the session talking with her discussing her reasons in conversation for seeking the administration of corporal punishment which I imagine would be very similar to a counselling session with talking therapies and after she had discussed her reasons for her self-referral and referring herself to me, I would then administer "six of the best" whacks of either the slipper or the cane with her bending over a chair which would be be her punishment after we had conversed during the several bookings that she subsequently made with me.
All the Christian ladies who have made contact with me and subsequently booked my professional spanking services have all confessed to me that the reason for seeking discipline has been in connection with punishment / chatisement and to be "corrected" with corporal punishment spanking discipline correction as opposed to fulfilling a sexual spanking fantasy.
My administrations of corporal punishment for Christian ladies have been administered / given over the clothed / covered bottom with the ladies wearing a dress, skirt or trousers and some Christian ladies have requested their spanking to be administered over the bare bottom.
There are Christian ladies who have just wanted to bend over to receive the administration of corporal punishment over the trousers, skirt, dress or panties administered with hand spankings or implements such as the slipper, paddles, strap, flogger or cane with spanking, paddling, strapping, flogging and canings.
I have then spanked, slippered, paddled, strapped, flogged and caned then with sound thrashings over the clothed, covered bottom / buttocks all administered and thrashed within their own pain threshold, personal boundaries, limits and comfort zones.
Some Christian ladies with devout faith have expressed a need, craving and innermost desire to be spanked, punished, thrashed and whacked over the bare buttocks and bottom with non-sexual corporal punishment spanking discipline.
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"The rod is an instrument for correction and discipline. It inflicts pain with the design of awakening sorrow for wrong-doing, and of inducing reform. It only destroys when we refuse to be saved. Such is the rod in an earthly father's hand, and such it is in God's hand. The rod on us now is a sanguine war, the fruit of a wicked rebellion, but God's hand holds it, and with it chastises a wicked nation. If we will hear the voice of the rod, we shall be saved -- if not, we shall be destroyed."
Extract taken from an email sent to me by a lady interested in my non-sexual spanking services
"Dear Sir, I recently came across your spanking website and found it very professional.
I've been interested in spankings for a long time, however I have always been far too shy or reserved to try them.
Your website gives me confidence that you would be the right person / man to try it with and I would really like to make an appointment with you.
I also feel that I would be very safe in your capable hands and your website has also given me the assurances that you are highly experienced, especially after reading through your personal guarantees and all the different aspects of spanking that you are able to offer.
I wanted to be spanked from a very early age.
I fantasised about men spanking me. I saw this as unacceptable and as indicative of me being wired wrong.
Now, I understand that it is a craving to have someone’s attention on me, taking care of me in a way I’ve not really experienced. In this way, the sensual aspect of being spanked – of being the subject of someone’s attention, of following the ritual aspects of this interaction which are clear and explicit rather than hidden, and of losing myself in the physical sensations that come with being spanked and receiving corporal punishment spanking discipline – feels therapeutic.
I’ve not avoided this kind of accountability deliberately and I’ve not done anything that’s really bad or unforgivable – I’ve just messed up sometimes like everyone does.
The idea of being accountable feels exhilarating and scary, but good. Not really having this throughout my life sometimes leaves me feeling a lack of genuine human connection.
I’m seen for what I do well – not for the fullness of who I am as someone who is acceptable even when I’m messing everything up. Being spanked with the formal administration of corporal punishment and then forgiven - feels to me like a very tangible way of achieving this.
Much as I’ve rarely felt genuinely and safely accountable, I’ve never felt forgiven. I’m not even thinking of anything specific I want to be forgiven for here.
The way I’m understanding it at the moment is that just as I’ve rarely had ‘normal’ kinds of boundaries in my life, I’ve not experienced the consequences that come from breaking these.
There’s something exciting and therapeutic to me about the idea of being punished with a sound spanking and strict discipline for what I’ve done wrong and then forgiven.
I’d be lying by omission if I didn’t add that of course there are other aspects of this.
From an early age my interest in spanking and corporal punishment has been both therapeutic and erotic.
The ritual of it, the level of trust involved, the need to expose (literally and figuratively) parts of myself, and the sense of putting not only trust but also responsibility into someone else’s hands is deeply exciting to me, as well as scary.
In my fantasies it’s always about being in a deeply trusting relationship with a man who is a bit older than me.
It’s not really something I see as a sexual relationship – more a relationship with an authority figure. It’s someone I can trust to see my imperfections, deal with them appropriately, punish me with love and care, and forgive me.
I can safely submit to this person because they are trustworthy and they are acting to help me – not to harm me.
They are in control of what is happening, and they will tell me what is going to happen, tell me what to do, and help me to submit to it. I can focus on the experience and not on having to be in control and doing the right thing.
In my fantasies the focus was on discipline, not sexual pleasure.
I wouldn’t deny that punishment turned me on, but somehow it was the very non-sexual nature of it that was so hot.
It made me feel guilty, but there was a strong non-consensual component to my kink and spanking fantasy fetish.
Spanking had to be punishment, otherwise I retained some control and much of the appeal lay in being out of control."
Extract taken from an email sent by a lady seeking my corporal punishment spanking services
"I find myself all this time later still craving to be disciplined. As we discussed I very much like the idea of a naughty school girl receiving her punishment from the headmaster.
My ideal scenario would be that you were firm with me but not shouting or anything like that, and nothing sexual just purely corporal punishment.
I think I would benefit from being told why I am going to be punished and then sent to the corner which I would have to stand facing until you summoned me to be disciplined.
Any pleading or turning around whilst in the corner would mean I’m not reflecting on my wrong doings and am purely trying to get myself out of trouble, so I think that behaviour would need to be rewarded with some extra whacks.
When summoned from the corner to be punished I may be very shy and struggle to go through with bending over your lap, I think I should be told firmly that if I do not do so you will be forced to get me from the corner and put me across your knee.
I must be told that I am to do as I am told and you may wish to give me a firm swat across my skirt as you walk me to the desk or chair to bend over.
There would then be more scolding and I would be asked to tell you why I am being punished.
Alternatively after my corner time I may be very naughty and refuse to bend over your knee whilst being cheeky which got me into this situation in the first place!
In that instance I would expect to be given a chance to submit to my punishment, but you would make me aware that the time I spend messing around is going to result in extra whacks of the belt for being so naughty and refusing to take my punishment.
I think in the instance of me being naughty and refusing punishment I should at the beginning of the punishment have to stand facing you and hold my hands out and have them strapped for refusing my punishment.
I would then bend over your knee with throbbing hands before you’ve even started with my bottom!
Once positioned over your knee my naughty bottom is at your mercy, and it’s time for me to be punished for all the stuff I have got away with.
I will wear either a skirt or a dress and after a firm hand spanking over the seat of my skirt, you will raise my skirt revealing my panties which you will give me another sound spanking over, before lowering my panties.
I will likely protest to keep my panties up as I will be embarrassed at having a man bare my bottom as a grown woman, but you will remain firm on this and tell me that naughty girls get spanked on their bare bottoms.
You will then continue spanking me soundly whilst watching my bottom turn a crimson red, if I am trying to wriggle off your lap you will spank / discipline me harder until I settle back down.
Depending on how I take my punishment and if you feel I’ve learnt my lesson you will choose which implement to move onto.
Whilst choosing you send me back to the naughty corner where I will stand with my nose touching the corner whilst holding my skirt up so that my freshly spanked bare bottom is on show for added punishment for me.
When summoned back over I would hope I would have learnt my lesson and bend over easily for whichever implement you have chosen to use next. If I haven’t learnt my lesson and decide to argue...
I think I may end up a very sorry young lady who will not be sitting comfortably for some time to come."
Extract taken from an email sent by the same lady seeking my corporal punishment spanking services
"Dear Sir, It was great speaking to you last night to discuss your spanking services and I immediately felt comfortable and totally at ease when conversing with you, despite my initial doubts and nerves before finally summoning the courage to call you in porson as per your email request. What I felt a bit too shy to say over the phone was that I really do like the aspect of non-sexual, traditional, strict corporal punishment spanking discipline that you offer the most.
So say for example I'm sent to you for lying or cheating.
You ask why I've been sent for punishment and I tell you with a smirk which makes you ask if I think lying is acceptable. I tell you, "look it's my first time in trouble so just give me a warning and that will be that".
You go quiet before explaining that both my actions and my lack of remorse and outright rudeness has earned me corporal punishment.
I laugh and say that's ridiculous, when you put the chair in the middle of the room and instruct me to bend over it and take my punishment.
I refuse and walk and stand against the wall and begin to protest that I am sorry and I'm usually so well behaved and plead for an alternative punishment, but by this point you have decided it must be an administration of corporal punishment.
You calmly ask me to come and sit down and explain that you know I am scared to receive corporal punishment, but you tell me what I have done is wrong and that you need me to accept this and to bend over to take my punishment as it is well deserved.
I become genuinely remorseful and admit I know I deserve my punishment but I've never been punished before.
You tell me this is going to hurt as you are being punished, but you will be safe.
This is for your own good as you need to learn your lesson.
You tell me calmly that the punishment you have decided on is 6 whacks of the slipper across my bottom.
You instruct me to bend over and prepare to take my punishment.
I accept I deserve this so do as told.
You administer 6 firm, hard whacks to my bottom and when finished I am shaking from the adrenaline and rubbing my bottom.
You explain to me that I chose to accept my punishment and that I did the right thing.
You explain had it not been for my maturity at accepting this and bending over that you would have disciplined me more severely.
Finally you tell me you hope I've learnt my lesson and will remember this punishment before I consider behaving this way again, I promise I will.
You tell me that if there is a next time I can expect a more severe slippering along with a trip across your lap for a bare bottom spanking.
I blush and assure you this will not happen...
Two weeks later I am sent to you to be disciplined again for being disrespectful, disobedient, cheeky and very naughty."
An extract from an email sent to me by a lady seeking my spanking services who had never been spanked before, but who had always had the powerful longing to be spanked as a punishment
Her personal emotive thoughts within the email were sent to me just prior to booking me and arranging to meet me in person for her very first spanking session and administration of domestic discipline / corporal punishment
"Once we are in discipline mode, I wonder what your business demeanor will be like. You are personable, charming, charismatic, conversational and witty on the phone. I wonder what you are like in person, in full authority figure mode.
You mentioned on our last call, or possibly the one before then, that sometimes you start off a session by asking the spankee to list their misdemeanors...?
My response, if that happens, is all ready, right here in my head.
"No misdemeanors, sir. I've not done anything wrong. Not a single thing."
Or maybe...
"Respectfully, sir, if you don't know then perhaps you should let me off this time...?"
In which case a single pointed question (probably about how much studying I did since we last spoke considering how that has been going lately) that requires a direct, specific and factual answer would drop me right in it.
I'd justify the initial obfuscation to myself because, technically, it isn't something I've done i.e. a misdemeanor. It's something I haven't done. To a non-confessor, semantics are everything and I really am a non-confessor.
Perhaps you don't find that little game amusing and maybe you specify that penalty smacks of some kind have been earned for cheek/obfuscations/whatever. Ah, and then I am right where I want to be, having legitimately earned some part of the discipline about to be applied.
That reminds me, can I make a request? Will you do the turn the spankee sideways, hold in place and smack thing at some point in the session? I absolutely love that little imagining.
Anyway, misdemeanor uncovering (or not) aside, my thoughts turn to what will happen next? What will be the first instruction/order/whatever_we_are_calling_it?
Will it be straight over your knee? Or, will it be the corner first? Or, will it be something completely different? Armchair and slipper? So many possibilities.
My immediate next thought is, whatever you tell me to do, will I do it? If you tell me to come here, will my response be to do as I am told? Or, will I stall with some ridiculous phrase like:
"With all due respect, sir, I think I prefer it over here...."
And if I disobey, what will you do? That is such a delicious thought.
To be completely honest, as we are just starting out I probably will do what I'm told. Baby steps and all that. Unless we agree a specific instance where it's all about not doing as I'm told. But. It's still fun to think about a bit of respectful non-compliance.
And then my thoughts meander over to what it will be like when you are sitting on the bed and I'm standing in front of you. Right up close. Within touching distance. Staring down at your lap. The lap, specifically the thighs, that I am about to either bend over or be pulled over. Another delicious thought.
Will you tell me to bend over your knee? Or will you just pull me over? If you pull me over, what will your grip on my wrist/arm/whatever feel like? Will I try to pull back? What will it feel like to be forcibly pulled over your knee?
And then my favourite thought of all surfaces. What will it feel like to actually be over your knee? To be face-down, bottom-up, no escape, this is happening, over your knee?
Will I be over both knees? Or, over only one with my legs pinned? Will I be stretched out onto the bed? Or, dangling?
What will your thighs feel like underneath me? Will you hold me around the waist and pull me in tightly against your side? Or, just press down on my back with the non-spanking arm?
Where will I put my arms/hands? Will I rest my head on them? Or, tuck them under me with my fingers laced together so I don't throw a hand back?
What will you say to me just before it all starts?
Will my bottom tingle like the stories say happens whilst waiting for the first smack?
And then, dear lord, what will the first smack feel like?
Will I think to myself:
"Ha, it's not so bad, I can take this."
Or, will it be more like:
"Wow, that really hurt!"
How long will you spank me over the jeans? If it doesn't hurt at first, how quickly and how far will the pain build up?
When it's time for the jeans to come down, I really hope you will pull them down yourself.
There is something immensely powerful about that image. A stern, no-nonsense, authority figure, ordering me to stand up. Then pulling me in close by the waistband and keeping a tight hold to ensure I don't vacate the area. Unsnapping the button. Lowering the fly. Pulling the jeans down himself, right to the knees/ankles/whatever. And then, pulling me back over his knee.
And then, my thoughts turn to how bad it will be over my underwear? How sore will I be from the spanking over the jeans? Will I have started making noises at that point? Or, will I have been able to maintain stoic silence?
Again, when it's time to lose the underwear, I really hope you will do the pulling down.
It's interesting, I think to myself at this point, that I don't like the idea of being called a naughty little girl but I want the spanker to do the pulling down as if I were one? I decide there's no explaining it; it's just how my head works.
Psychology filed under "I" for "I don't know why", my thoughts turn to the big one:
How bad will it be on the bare?
Finally, finally, finally, I will get the answer to the question that has been in my head for decades:
How bad can a hand spanking actually be?
Will I be thinking:
"There is no way could that make me cry."
Or, will I be crying?
Ah, such burning questions.
Will it get to the point where I actually struggle? If so, what will it feel like to be held down? Held down forcibly, over your knee, while you keep on smacking and smacking until you have decided I've had enough?
All these spanking thoughts can be extremely distracting.
If by some luck I have remained undisturbed, which only happens very late at night when I should probably be asleep, then my imagination conjures up an image of you standing up and removing your belt. At that point my stomach flips out. I have no idea if I will be able to take a belt spanking. But. Imagining you taking off your belt, knowing you are going to use it on my bare backside? Well, that is one powerful imagining. I picture the image from the website and flip out again.
Then I think about how bad a belt spanking will be. But. With a lot more awe than I did for the hand spanking. I don't doubt for one second that a belt spanking will make me cry. I wonder how I will take it. Are the stories true? Will I blab out all sorts of c*** just to get the spanking to stop? Apologies? Requests to stop? How will I take it, I wonder?
And then my thoughts fixate on the slipper. What you said about what it sounds like runs through my mind. But, what I'm really thinking about is what will it feel like? I don't have any stories about slippers. I have no context, no idea, no clue about what a slippering will be like.
And then I tell myself, for the millionth, possibly the billionth time:
"Well, you are going to find out. You are going to find out soon."
An extract taken from another email sent by the same lady sent a few days prior to booking my spanking services
"So. Here I am. Waiting at the hotel. Maybe I'm in the room. Or maybe we've agreed to meet in the foyer for drinks first. Maybe we've met in person before today. I have no idea. Whatever we decided, I'm waiting somewhere.
I'm tense, nervous, apprehensive. And, of course, excited. Because this is the day it's actually going to happen. This is the day I am, finally, going to experience what it is like to be put over a man's knee and be given a spanking. A real, over the knee, honest to god, you won't be able to sit comfortably for days, bare bottom spanking.
I keep looking at the clock, my phone, the TV, anything and everything around me. I'm trying to distract myself and make the time pass faster. Or, maybe I'm thinking about what led up to this day. Specifically, why am I about to be spanked?
Maybe there’s an actual reason. Maybe during one of our many chats we talked about reasons why I might legitimately earn a discipline session. Maybe I agreed a few things that would warrant it. And maybe in a later chat, some artful questioning on your part uncovered an instance or two where I had stepped over a line. Or not. Maybe all that is too much effort, too complicated, too whatever. Or, maybe we did agree on things but I just didn’t step over any lines. It doesn’t matter right now because, whatever the reason, I’m still here, waiting for you to arrive.
You walk in to the foyer/knock on the room door and every cell in my body twists. Oh, god. He's actually here.
We exchange pleasantries. It's nice to see you, you're looking amazing, how was the journey, drink? And we chat. I genuinely enjoy talking with you as always. It's nice, comfortable, intelligent, amusing.
And then your face becomes serious. You tell me that’s it’s time to get down to business. It’s time for my spanking. The bare bottom spanking I earned/asked for/whatever.
And, dear lord, my stomach turns a somersault.
You stand up, walk over to the bed and sit on it. You look at me, point at the floor and tell me to come here. You don’t have to raise your voice. You just ooze calm, implacable, male authority.
And now I’m having a small mini fit inside as I realise this, is, it. This is actually happening. For real. Right now.
I glance sideways at the door. You calmly tell me I won’t make it.
My eyes snap back to you but I still haven’t moved yet. You tell me to quit stalling and that if I’m not over there by the time you count to 10 that you will come and fetch me. And, if I put to the trouble, you will receive a sound spanking.
My eyes widen to saucers but I’m rooted to the spot. Maybe I’m frozen up from nerves. Maybe my independent/stubborn nature is having trouble with actually walking over to you. Or, maybe I just want to see what you will do. Probably it’s all of that. But I’m not moving.
The danger meter racks up several notches. The somersault my stomach does this time is a triple with twists. I’m staring at you now in morbid fascination.
And then my time runs out...
Without the slightest effort, you pull me over to the bed and I'm face down, over your knee before I can squeak.
You spank me over my jeans and you’re not playing. You're probably making a point that not doing as I was told during a discipline session really isn't the best idea. Since I’ve never felt anything like it before, I imagine it's a wake up call moment. Or, maybe not. I actually have no idea how much it will hurt over jeans. Either way, I probably test your hold a bit; maybe I wriggle, twist, try to get up, either for real because it hurts or just to see if I can. If I do, you tighten your hold, putting a stop to that nonsense quickly. Maybe you give me some extra hard cut it out smacks. You calmly tell me I’m not going anywhere and I should settle down. You probably remind me that not co-operating has already cost me.
And then you just keep on smacking / spanking...
Whenever you decide it’s time, you tell me to stand up and pull my jeans down. I honestly have no idea if I will or not. I guess it will depend on whether or not I’m done testing you. And that will probably depend on how hard the smacks have been so far. Whatever I do, it doesn’t make any difference because you see it done one way or another. Maybe you count again. Or maybe you are out of patience with that little game and anything less than immediate compliance earns another consequence. Either way, my jeans get taken down and I’m pulled back over your knee.
Now I’m being spanked on just my underwear. I’m guessing that it hurts quite a bit more. I probably struggle more. Maybe I have no pain threshold and I quickly become upset. If that’s the way it goes, it will be too bad. You’re not stopping because this has been asked for, probably earned by now, and you’re nowhere near done. I'm probably starting to wonder if this was such a good idea. The phrase be careful what you wish for is probably running through my head. Or maybe, I'm loving every minute.
At some point you decide it’s time for the main event. It’s time for the underwear to come down and for me to feel what it’s like on the bare. Maybe I panic and try and stop you. If I do, I fail utterly. My underwear is taken down and now I’m laying across your lap getting my bare bottom smacked hard.
Maybe the stories are true. Maybe a bare bottom hand spanking hurts enough to make a person struggle for real. If it does, you hold me down. If I throw a hand back, you catch it and hold it out of the way. And no way can I get it out of your grip. If I kick, buck, twist, rear up, whatever, you pin me down, legs between yours, whatever. I am not going anywhere.
This goes on for a while. Maybe I starting asking you to stop. Maybe I cry. I’m not the crying type but I’ve never been spanked. The key is this is a punishment and it doesn’t stop until you’re satisfied a point had been made, whatever that point is. Even if the point is just because that’s what I asked for.
And when it should have finally been over, you remind me it isn't. Because I didn't co-operate at the start.
You apply whatever the consequence was for not co-operating. And I get my answer, loud and clear, about whether or not you follow through. If I haven't got it already.
By now, I imagine I probably just want to get it over with. I couldn't possibly be dumb enough at this point to do anything else. Maybe I'll even remember next time and do as I'm told. Or maybe not :).
And then it is over.
I don't know what you do in the aftermath.
Does the spankee stay over your knee until they've got themselves back under control? Do they get up straight after? Is it to the corner? Is there a hug? Would I even want one?
I have no idea what you do generally afterwards or what I would even want you to do at that point. I have no idea what state I will be in.
Afterwards, I don't know if you would stick around after, drinks, chat, dinner or if you would want to leave straight away.
Whatever, I hope I would be already thinking about the next session, once my aching, red, sore bottom had recovered anyway.
It doesn't have to go like I imagined of course. These are just ideas. I certainly don't expect this little imagining of mine will be any kind of script that we try and follow. It's just the easiest way I can think of to explain the flavour of experience I'm hoping for.
For example, maybe you don't do counting. That's fine. Maybe it's not straight over the knee. Maybe there's one or more instances of corner time somewhere in the mix. Also fine. Maybe there's no question of push back. Maybe you hate that and I have to agree to co-operate, period, or you walk. If that's how it is, then OK. Or, maybe my imaginings are just light years away from anything you would want to participate in. I have no real idea of what your lines are. I've described my imaginings but anything that actually happens depends on us both.
I honestly have no idea how I will react. But. I don't find pain to be a turn on so I'm not expecting to be turned on by the end. I want a real spanking, one that hurts and I want to know if I cry during such a thing. I'm happy to trust your judgement about whether or not I've had enough, especially since I am a spanking novice and have no idea what I am asking for. I'm not asking you to push me further than you think is right at the time. But I think I'll be disappointed if I don't come away feeling like I was spanked for real.
With regards to implements, the first session should probably just be hand. I don't want to second guess you on this but I can't help but think it would be arrogant / overly confident of me to say I thought I could take more when I don't know anything about it.
With regards to wording during a session, if that is something you are interested in hearing about, my preference is again towards familial phrases.
Spanking, bare bottom, smacked, won't sit comfortably, discipline, punishment, hot/stinging/aching/sore bottom/backside, out of line, broke the rules, earned a spanking, over my knee, over the bed.
Those are all family/friend phrases and they have an effect on me.
All that said, this isn't supposed to be a scripted experience. This entire email is just to try and give you an idea of where my head is. It is all open to discussion."